happy birthday Jesus!

it's Christmas again!



it's a season of joy, season of hope, season of love...



may you find the true meaning of Christmas this season....



happy birthday Jesus!

i miss taiping

i was browsing through ar von's blog and saw all the photos that she posted in her blog *sob* *sob* how i missss everyone!! they get to go shopping in singapore and the they get to go back to taiping to meet up with all(er, maybe not all la, but some) my exschoolmates, my best friendsssssssssss! how i missss them, how i missssssss taiping!!



I was sadden when i read that "under the tree", one of our breakfast spot will no longer called "under the tree" as they are shifting to a new place because the government is taking back the land. :( it will never be the same again. i wish i could visit the place for the last time before it moved.



then, i visited Taiping website. Though the website was nothing fancy, but by reading the messages posted by all the taiping lang who has left taiping really makes my heart longs to go back to my little hometown.

: michelle :

blessed be-Early birthday , mich *grin*



mich darling,



you've been a great fren,

you've been a blessing

you've been my support,

you've been my inspiration,

you've been always there,

you've been a gem...

you've been a darling..



thank you...

for your thoughtfulness,

for remembering me in prayers,

for all the fun and laughters,

for the time we shared,

for bringing me to Christ,

and most importantly..

for being YOU!



you are beautiful,

you are thoughful,

you are kind,

you are helpful,

you are cheerful,

you are friendly,

you are sincere,

you are thruthful,

...



i remembered..

i've was there in Malacca for your 18th birthday,

in A&W subang, for your 19th birthday

in Taiping,for your 20th birthday

and this year.. in Cyberjaya.. for your 21st bithrday

and i'm glad to be there ;)



thank you for this 13 years of beautiful friendship. ;)

happy birthday mich ;)

i'm tired, and i'm sleepy.. goin back to jb tmrw... but i haven't started packing. guess i'm gonna sleep first. Gonna stop in malacca for one night then only head back to jb with my 6 others girl frens.



looking ahead for a wonderful and enjoyable hols...

happy hols...



and..



blessed birthday , mich *hugz*



goodnite...

.: say something :.

mariah's new singles is out, and it's called "Say Something" feat. Snoop Dogg, more of like R&B genre..



urmm... how i miss those ballad songs back in "Day dream" era. This is not that kind of song which i would go "whoaa...ahhh" at the first time i listened to it. din show much of her vocals. *sigh* anyway, i still hope that this song will be a hitz when it's officially out in february 2005. :)



her upcoming album is named "The Emancipation of Mimi"...



"Mimi is a very personal nickname only used by those closest to me... just one of those little things that I've kept for myself in an attempt to have some delineation between a public persona and a private life," Carey writes. "By naming the album The Emancipation of Mimi, I am letting my guard down and inviting my fans to be that much closer to me.

"Most importantly," she continues, "I am celebrating the fact that I've grown into a person and artist who no longer feels imprisoned by my insecurities or compelled to try and live up to someone else's vision of 'Mariah Carey.' I now feel I can honestly say, 'This is me, the real me, take it or leave it.' For the first time in my life, I feel free and unashamed to be who I really am. And that's what the music of this album and its title reflect."



Emancipation

n : freeing someone from the control of another; especially a parent's relinquishing authority and control over a minor child



ok, i do not understand the meaning of emancipation before this. i was like.. "huh? wat's tat?" :D

just hope that this latest album will be something surprising and good :D

the last day of my last 2nd trimester..

i've been awake for 23 hours, woke up at 6+ yesterday morning to study for my last paper.



Sat for that paper at 3pm.

- if i ever get a good result for this paper. it must be Your grace again.



Met my fyp supervisor at 545pm.

-glad to have him as my supervisor. Thank God for that. Told us to spent at least 6 hours a week for our fyp. Treat it like in Malaysian Idols contest. Need to at least "do" something every week. Email him a report on every monday of what we did. starting from next week. but next week i'm goin for hols. :D. perhaps i'll emailed him abt my trip :D . chatted for a while.



left to library to return books with my fyp groupmates.



left to AYA at 715pm for powergroup meeting.

-went to Klang for dinner. all girls outing. 9 of us. had Teochew steamboat. had fun. had laughter. got lost on the way back to Cyber. *how blur can i get?, always lead people to the wrong direction, i have no sense of direction*



reached home at 1130pm.

-chatted on ym. met lobak.



230am , went to Hassan with my group of girlfrens to discuss about our hols trip.

- malacca-johore-singapore trip



430. reached home.

read blogs. chatted.



5am- blogged...



still blogging...



521 - time for bed.



good night and good morning.

the butterfly story

The butterfly story

by boss' mum



From the egg to the caterpillar I was with you

As you diligently fet upon My words, you grew

Just like the full-grown caterpillar in its cocoon

Abide in Me in the secret hiding place till full bloom

Commune with me in the stillness and humility... in My special way

Walk with me and draw upon My strength each day

As you dwell in My presence My voice is truly heard

Gaining insiglt into My holy Word

Lean upon Me, My child and let Me lead you, one step at a time

and in My time My light at the end of the tunnel you'll surely find..



A rainbow-coloured breakthrough..





A transformed butterfly.... My grace delight!



Alight upon My wings of faith as I set you to flight..

it's Your grace..

i've did the sillyiest thing any student would do when they are goin for thier examination. i forgot to bring my purse with me when i went for my 2nd paper this morning. My student Id and IC are all in my wallet. I have nothing to identify myself. Technically, i should not be able to sit for the exam, unless i can produce a document to prove that i am who i am..



but, amazingly.... by God's grace, the invigilator didn't force me to rush back to take my Student ID, he allowed me to sit for my examination!! yes, even without any document to identify who i am. Thank God!!!



Anyway, he asked me to show him my ID after the paper, so i rushed back to take my ID. ironicly when i return to the exam venue, he was no longer there.



So, next time if u ever forgot to bring your ID to exam, this is what you should do:

go to the exam unit, tell them what happened, then they'll authenticate your identity :)



it has always been Your grace that carry me through, thank You, Lord..



2 down, 1 more paper to go tomorrow and i'll be set FREE!!

He is back!

my cousin has reached Malaysia! Four more days and he'll reach Singapore, completing his 3 months cycling route from China-Singapore. Am i glad to see him? so glad.



and i enjoyed our family gathering yesterday. a few of us gathered together to welcome my cousin as he his cycling route touched the land of KL yesterday.



i have been reading blogs lately. Many have inspired me.. i simply love the way they play with words, expressing thier feeling and thoughts.



2 more papers to go, one tomorrow, another the day after...

gotta get back to my notes now..

finally... some updates :D

this is my study week, but i have no mood for studying at ALL! *sigh* had not started my revision yet. and the worse thing is, i'm ade in my holiday mood. :D that's what i was doin after my fyp presentation last friday. The day where i was finally free, free from all assignments and projects.



Then i went back to JB on Saturday, went back to KLuang on Sunday for family gathering, had so much fun there. In Kluang, i had did something i never do before to my hair :D Not goin to reveal much here, yet.



Yesterday, I came back to cyber with my friend's car. We started our journey at 6 am. The scenery along the highway was so beautiful that it kept us awake throughout the whole journey.



The past two months had been two hectic months for me. Emotionally and physically, i was challenged. But God had been graceful enough to pull me through.

a busy week..

it has been only one week after the first trimester started. But somehow it seems like a few weeks to me. Maybe because i'd been very very busy. Almost everynight, i was out for something.



On monday afternoon, i've got to know Dr. Chia, which reminded me of my grandpa. He's a really nice person. Was talking to him for a while, and he told us to enjoy our uni life, don't just study study study. And that, whatever had happened in the past, can't be undone(is there such word?) . We just need to look forward and live our life to the fullest.

At night, we had exhousemates gathering ~ went to puchong for dinner, then to IOI mall. It was great to meet them again after soo long. I really missed them a lot.



Tuesday, attended CF, was supposed to share my industrial training experience. But somehow i got too nervous and tension, screwed up my sharing, and only managed to show them some pictures that i took during my internship. But, truly, i did really learnt a lot. It had expose me to the working environment and also a few new languages and technologies. But the most important thing that i've gained, was my friendship with the MMU trainees as well as my colleuges in BTexact. ;)



Wednesday, went for CG makan. I had to skip my pasar malam trip with my best friends for the CG makan. I really wished to go with them, to spend more time with them, but then again, my CG is my responsibility. I sure hope that, every other GC members will as well, make it thier priority to attend for CG meeting. ;)



Thursday, my friend, Vincent was leaving toUK for one year. I didn't get to send him off at KLIA as i had my CyberChristmas meeting that night. But it's ok, cos the meeting was really great and fruitful, wouldn't want to miss it either.



Friday, was debating if i should go for my church's power group meeting in usj. Somehow, i ended up in the meeting with mich. We had home cook food in Jessy's house (one of my powergroup member) and the sharing was great, about "quiet time". Yes, a reminder.



Saturday, supposedly to have a fyp meeting with my supervisor. However, we can't make it as one of we have to help my groupmember have to shift house. So, we had to postponed our meeting again. And i had a whole pile of works to do for my fyp before meeting him next week.



Talking about living life to the fullest... I think i did for this week. As for next week, i guess it would be as busy if not even busier than this week.



Thank you, Father for pulling me through this, help me to commit the rest of the semester into Your hands. :D

a summary of my hols

finally, my spring cleaning is over. it started at around 4+ yesterday , ended at 12!! Thank God for Pei Ling, my roomie, we got the whole house clean again *grin*



i just came back from JB on Tuesday, by AirAsia. But my flight was 30mins delayed.Darn! When i went back to JB, last Tuesday, my flight was one and half hour delayed. But then again , i've got the cheap flights.. so nothing to be complained about.



Going back to JB was great. We've moved to Permas Jaya, a new apartment (quite near to deric's house) It feels so good to be home.... our own home.. For the past 3 years, we had been renting. But now, finally, we have our own home. I can feel how relieve my mum is.



One of the nite, i went out with my younger bro, soly and deric to watch Puteri Gunung Ledang. For full detail , click here, the post's name is "aiyoh" (aahahha). Then the next day, i went out shopping with ChaiLee and Siao Fong.



On Saturday, Soly, Deric and me went for a one day(i was suppose to overnite there) trip to Singapore. The main purpose was to visit City Harvest church. Mine was to see my friend. Unfortunately, she sprained her leg, so i didn't get to stay with her in Singapore.



After getting Soly's sister's stuff (CD player and bag) we headed to the City Harvest Church. There's one word to describe the church : POWERFUL! very indeed! I was flabbergasted when i saw the building, and listening to one of the member explaination about thier church, i can't help but to praise God and thank God for His wonderful work.



The building was built with $48Million Singapore dollar. Paid in CASH. The money had been raised by the members over the period of 7 years before it was built. The church is now 3 years old. It has , i guess 6 storey underground, the sanctuary is located at P4, and it's about 2 storey big, can fit up to 2000 people. For more information about the church, click here.



The building was great, how about the service? It was SUPERB! It has 6 services perweek. One services looks like a christian rally, a congregation of almost 2000 people. Amazing. Another interesting fact, the service is live telecast over the internet. And Ps. Kong Hee is indeed an energetic speaker. I enjoyed his sermon very much. After the service, we took the shutter bus to Woodland MRT station. Every weekend, City Harvest chartered 286 buses to feery thier members, making a total of 1,842 stops.~ amazing church with an amazing God!



" ¹³I can do all things through Christ^[2] who strengthens me." -phillippians 4:13-

is the world really coming to the end?

while i was busy partying with the MI show, my friend Gimhan, had dived into the current issue of peak-oil, which had makes me ponder on the thoughts of the end of the world.



After reading his blog, i still find it hard to digest those details... anyway, you could visit his blog for more information.

Malaysian Idol

haven't been updating my blog for a very long time. wanted to write something long.. but was kinda lazy.. anyway, just to update u regarding my trip to Sri Pentas 2 to watch Malaysian Idol..

Thanks to *someone* i got a pair of ticket to watch MI :D







me taking pics with the MI ppl :p



jien and aleya.. ahh so cute



my frens who went to watch MI tat night.. they got the tics from Vick personally.. ahaha (from left, david, sarah, michelle and rach)



ahahaha.. i think this banner is made by the MI crew. someone just passed to my frens and asked if they would like to hold that.. ~ ahahahaha



ermm.. exclusive pic ~i bet many of u didn't get to see this scene, cos it was not aired on tv...

fly ...fly ...fly... to Port Dickson..

off i'll go to CF Camp~ the first ever CF Camp...



will be back on Tuesday afternoon..

looking forward for a great time....



Are You Ready??



Yes! Yes! Yes! I am!!

Goodbye BT, we'll miss you...

Time really flies. So fast, it has been FOUR months. And now it's already the end of my internship in BTexact.



Four months ago, i came to BT with a learning heart, with an expectation to learn. No doubts i had gained extra in knowlegde, but the most precious thing i'll cherish the most is the friendship that had formed during this course.



Previously, we were placed in the Hibiscus block (it's called the BT lab) together with the researchers, it was kinda tension working there, ahahah.. After 3 months, they shifted us to the management block, which is Jasmine to give way to the new employees.



Having to move from the Hibiscus building to the Jasmine block, was indeed a blessing in disguise. As the trainees, including myself had grew to learn about each other more, and thus gave birth to a new bonding of friendship, a renewed one. On top of that, we had had a good relationship with the BT family as well.



We had been well-treated by everyone in BT. :) It's indeed a spendid experience working there.We had agreed (after some long discussion on the ym conference) to treat the BT stuffs lunch at Pizza Hut to show our graditute. Besides, we had also made a card, as a token of appreciation for thier kindness. Kar Fei had helped me out in the making of the card, while the rest had brainstormed for the tagline to put on the card.



Ahh... it's a good ending.. very good indeed. I would not resist if i were to asked to work in BT for the near future. This is definitely a walk to remember.... ..for the rest of my life







one big happy family~ ahahah, my bt collegues



the card we made for them





- card making in progress-



me and karfei



steve writing his message on the card



my supervisor, Simon, scared to open the envelop ~ aahahah, thot we were playing tricks on him



Office manager, Ashley, enjoying the card





me, ramatu and zue.. the assistant office manager :D

so, we got a free lunch, and...

we went to Ng Seafood Restaurant in Dengkil for lunch. After lunch we took a group photo,













judging from neo's expression, obviously you know how good is the lunch lor.. muahahaha



*updated : neo, i had tried my best to make it look smaller ;p*

caught 'em in action ~ ahahahha

urmm.. muahahah..caught them red-handed! playing bomberman in the office.. mmm i wonder what will simon says when he sees this.. muahahahah...



urmm..i didn't really disclose thier details, did i? mmm..shall i? ahahha... no la this is not a threat. ;p just for fun















anyway, those guys were playing bomberman after the office hour ;)

yay!pc upgraded to 768 speed muahaha

i've just bought a new 512 Kingston ram for my pc. The performance is so much faster now.. woohoooo!!! Come and think of it, i realized that i had been upgrading my pc from time to time...



1) i bought a ASUS CD-R writer - end of last year, ithink

2) i upgraded i my hardisk space from 40G to 120G ~muahaha ~i bought another Maxtor 80G of hard disk- beginning of the year for my FreeBSD project

3) bought another Kingston 512 ram yesterday(18/8)!!!



Besides that, i've got



1) a FREE Compact IPAD PDA

2) a FREE Sony CD-R/VCD player (Discman)



from my cousin the last time i went to Singapore.. not forgetting..



my NIKON COOLPIX 5200 Digicam



mm.. right now, i'm thinking of getting a PENDRIVE.. watcha think?



hmmph.. life is soo good..



~Thank You, Lord~

so, here is it

as promised! some pics from my new digi cam hehehe





me and my twins~muahaha-> took this in the Cyberia Town House's showhouse







my LUNCH!!! from Nasi Ayam Malaysia in StreetMall, Cyberjaya



Me eating moi burger



can you recognise this? It's in the StreetMall



Me in Tesco on Tuesday(17/8/04), photo taken by lobak



me in Tesco



new cafe in the Streetmall, looks good!





me at the playground with zaai yee (zaaiyuen's sis)





swing !swing !swing!



p/s: i've shrinked the pics to fit the frame(sigh) that's why the quality is abit degraded :D

"aku cinta kepadamu"

ohh..i think u just need to post something up today ;p. i had been mesmerised by this song, "Aku Cinta KepadaMu" which sung by Jac in Malaysian Idol Top 12 Finalist last friday. You can get the vid HERE Many thanks to chriswo who had done a great job in maintaining the website. ;p



by the way, this song is originally sung by Ruth Sahanaya. Here, i've include some of the lyrics(those sung by Jac) :



Di lubuk hatiku tersimpan

Ada rasa bimbang

Yang enggan ku ceritakan



Aku cinta kepadamu

Aku rindu di pelukmu

Ingin ku akhiri

Yang telah terjadi

Lamunan membawamu kembali



Engkaupun keliru

Menilai erti cinta kita

Yang kau kira selamanya



get the complete lyrics HERE ;)

"first-time"s Saturday..

last saturday, i had had a few first-times in my life ..



1) i went to midvalley by commuter and walked from Seputih station with chernliang - oh man, on the way, i saw a flasher below the bridge, but thank God we walked in crowds, so it didn't really frighten me off.



2) watched Spiderman 2 in Gold Class GSV, it cost a bomb. RM35, but since i haven't watch Spiderman 2 and it's only screened on the Gold Class Cinema plus the movie is more than 2 hours long, i guess it's worthy after all.



3) Got myself a digicam, after one long-awaited year, had been wanting to buy a digicam since last year, but.. yes, there are soo many BUTs, .. anyway, i managed to get hold of one now.. it's my FIRST DIGICAM. i've never own a camera before. Mich said, i'm gonna make a good use of it. ah ha.. my close friends know that i'm a photo-freak :p



btw, i bought Nikon CoolPix 5200 , which costed me rm1788, it came with a tripod, an additional battery, 256 memory card, a bag and a few other little little stuffs :D. i guess it doesn't look as cool and as stylish as Canon, and personally i like Ixus II more, but God knows why i bought Nikon CoolPix 5200 instead, cos i really dunno why. :D (i did prayed during lunch for a good digicam ~ maybe this is it, ahahha)





Nikon CoolPix 5200



after i purchased it, i was still wondering why i bought it and really gave lobak and chernliang a hard time :p (they went to the digicam fair with me, but it doesn't help much, cos they never give me any opinions, i have to decide myself :( ) But, thanks to neo's comment today, he said that it's a good deal and a good cam *thanks neo* ohh, and i need to thank lifelesone for patiently listening to my grumble *thanks goh*



4) my first time goin for Acts Saturday Night Service. Usually i'll go for the Sunday church service. ;p groovy service ;)



all in all, i wanna thank God for a digicam and for the blessings in my life ;p

amazing grace...

mm.. i'm still wondering why's victor still in Malaysian Idol even after 2 hours of the result show. *sigh* coz we were discussing about the result on malaysian idol board , maintained by chriswo...



.....

........



i had just browse through jemima's blog again just now. and i was moved to tears. But it's amazing how much faith and strength they have in God, of how it had not waiver thier faith and trust in God, but continuing to believe that God is in control.



....

didn't realise i was so strong, until..

i thought i couldn't make it to the top. My heartbeats was racing faster and faster. I keep looking up, not having the courage to look below.



"move your legs. move up" he said.



I was static for a moment. Hanging halfway on the 2-storey high wall. I wanted to give up. I shouted at the guy asking him to let me down. I didn't want to continue. I was petrified. Scared. Stoned.



But no. He kept pulling the rope despite of my cried. There was I, having no control of my movement except for following the direction of the rope that was hung around my waist. I have to go on, no matter how i feel.



Step by step, slowly, i finally made it to the top. My hands were holding on the wall tightly, didn't want to let go. Didn't dare to look below.



"Let GO of your hands! Or else you can't get down" the man shouted at me.



Following his instructions, i grabbed the rope, releasing my hand from the wall, with my eyes closed. A few moments later, i was down on ground again.



I didn't realise that i was so strong. Not until i was pushed and stretched. I was practically holding the weight of my body with both my hands. *poor hands* . Never had i use so much energy in my life before. My hands were very very weak when i came down. It was numb and painful, I can feel that my muscles were strecthed.



I guess the same thing applies to our life, not until the point where we were stretched and forced, will we go beyond our ability to reach the finishing point.



That's my first experience of rock-climbing today. This is one of the activities offered by Nescafe Roadshow that came to MMU today (and yesterday too). Besides rock-climbing, they have events like Sumo-suit wrestle and assemblying a skeleton. hehe.. i wanted to tried the Sumo-suit wrestle,(click Here , it's mich~ahahah)but i think the suit is way too big for me :p. But that was the funniest one. My favorite.

lazy lazy lazy!

arghh... laziness had crept into me... help! help! i need to get out of this.. and start getting my works done..

the power of the Precious Moment bible *hee hee*

apart from my misery hospital trip, i did have some great news to share *hee hee*



firstly is, i got to meet my ex-roomie which is now working as a stewardess in SIA, Weiteng (flora~eham eham). Peiling (my current roomie) drove me and Sam (dummyboy ;p - my housemate) to SK for supper with miss weiteng. hehe.. we had a great time of reunion. And i've learnt that being an air-hostess is not as easy as i tot. It's just like any other professional, you NEED to work hard in order to earn more. Yes, the paid certainly looks, but sacrifices have to be made as well.



secondly is, hahahahaha.. this is a cute one, i've never once in my life encounter this, i bet not many of you do as well. well well, this weekend, my friends, katak and shua, came to stay with me in Cyberjaya. They came back to look for a unit to stay after thier industrial traning ended.



As usual i go to church on Sunday morning, and i left both of them at home with my house keys. When i arrived home from church, i left my pink Precious Moment bible on my bed. When shua saw it, she was fascinated by it, and she likes it a lot, because it has cute pictures in it. Soon after, she asked me many questions about the bible. I did tried to explain to her, we covered topics like, Lucifer and the fallen angels to the birth of Chirst. But there's too much to talk about, and i myself am not very familiar with it. This reminds me to read my bible more often so that i could correspond the gospel of Chirst to others fluently.*blush*



Belows are some artclips from Precious Moment.















At the end of the conversation, she asked me if i could help her to get a Precious Moment bible. Stoned for a moment,(because i couldn't believe wat i heard) i asked why would she want a bible for. She justified that, bible being the best-selling book of all time has stirred her interest to know more about it. Amazing..



I would definitely be more willing to help her :D

my disappointing trip to the government hospital

720am - woke up

800am- went to Putrajaya Health Centre (Pusat Kesihatan Putrajaya) for my dental appointment which i made THREE months ago with lobak.

820am- reached PHC and successfully registered myself.

830 am- went into the clinic happily thinking that i'll get my tooth "done" by 9-93o am.

930am- leave PHC without any adjustment made to my tooth.



REASON?

i do not actually know why. i've waited for more than an hour for an appointment i've made THREE months ago for a minor filling treatment. There were at least 4 other patients in the clinic, some came later but they got to go into the treatment room first.And there was I watching them entering the room helplessly waiting for my turn to be called in.At last, i gave up. I couldn't wait any longer, cos have to go to work . I'm supposed to go to the office at 9am. But i went to the dentist first, with a hope that i could reach office in time, or maybe lastest by 930am without any cavities. Well, i did reached my office at around 930am, but with cavity in my tooth. *sigh*



looks like i had waken up early for nothing.. i guess "early birds get the worms" didn't really apply to all situations tho..

yay! new look for my blog ;p

new look for my bloggie ;p , watcha think of it? ermm.. of course, it's not of my own design, i just got it from one of the template..BUT, i intend to design one myself.. hahah... wait til i get the time to do so..;p



lately had been quite high on blogging.. hehe, dunno why . but had been meeting a lot of my exclassmates here! haha..exclassmates doesn't fit in right, or shall i say, my long-lost best frens!! hehe..



am blogging in my office now.. hopefully my supervisor wont be seeing this *praying*

He is faithful....

everything went fine yesterday morning, i got all the time slot i wanted during pre-course registration, some of my friends don't, so thank God for it. So, i went to withdraw money from the bank using my bank book after i've registered my course, and went to work after that. God has blessed me with wonderful roomiess.., my roomie fetched me to work yesterday from campus, else i'll have to take bus to the office.



so, everything went on fine.. until during lunch time. After lunch, as i wanted to pay for my food, i realized that my purse was empty, there's no cash in it. i was shocked and try to recall what had happened, then i remembered that i didn't collect my cash (RM100) from the bank officer, but the transaction was ade made. Gosh, how could i be so careless?



My collegue then fetched me to t he bank, on the way, i was praying that the money would be returned to me, cos one of my collegue gave me cold feet. he said, most probably your money would be gone. :(



when i reached the bank, i told the bank officer abt my problem and showed them the transaction, praise God, i got my money back! They said, they were wondering where does the RM100 comes from. :D..



well, i have a good God.. hehe my fren jokingly said that, maybe it'll time for him to convert to christianity, haha.. cos everything went well for me even for the course registration, cos he didn't get wat he wants, and he said, "maybe Jesus is better at course registration" keke..



yep, i've came to understand that as long as we seek God in the things that we do, eventually everything will fall right into places :)

mfc.. not my cup of tea.. :(

i'm hungry and sleepy now.. but i have not finished my work.. howww??? :(( i need to get it done by today and it's ade 529 now.. am taking a break now :D . i'm just so bad in programming.. arghh... anyway, i'm dealing with MFC now.. and MFC is supposed to be easy, that's why it's not taught in uni.. we got to learn it ourselves, and i'm struggling.. *sob* *sob*



anyway, i have got a good news today. after a few days of hardworks by me and my fyp groupmates(peiling and zaaiyuen), our proposal has finally got accepted!! yay!! yep, thank God for that.. thank you.. those who had prayed for me too, namely michelle, chernliang and gimhan :D.. thank u soo much.. and... we've got Mr Ezmir as our lecturer.. yay!

deepest condolences to the victim's family..

it's 1106 am, i do not know why am i bloggin at this hour, i should be working now. :D. i woke up at 820am this morning, and the first thing i did was to check thestar online to read the updates of the Helicopter crash in Sarawak 17 days ago. yes, i was still hoping for miracle, that the other 2 will survived. Unfortunately, today, the 7 victims were confirmed dead, 6 bodies were found in the copter and one outside.. my condolences goes to the victim's family.. may all of them rest in peace..



i've come acrossed jemima's blog yesterday, and was really saddened by what she posted, am really feeling sorry for her for losing her dad. she's the daughter of dr judson tagal..



i didn't really follow the news of the crash, until two days ago, i do not know what prompted me to do so, but i went to read the news, and hoping that the 7 victims will be safe by God's grace..



But i do know that everything happened for a purpose, and God will have everything under His control, we could just uphold the families of the victims to His hand, and pray that He'll strengthen them.... amen.

i walked to century square for lunch today

for the first time, i've walked to century square for lunch from my work place, btexact at Cyberview logde. :(( Reason? because we are short of cars, and boonkeat decided that everyone SHOULD walk there, to be fair *rolling eyes*. anyway, walking there was easier than i expected, maybe because we walked in a group so, the distance didn't seem so far lor..

 

i had been reading thestar online lately, and i'm really shock with the news i read everyday. it's so sad..  there had been murder cases happening for a few days consecutively, not to mention that we'll read abt someone being murdered or killed almost every week. it's saddening.. what is happening to our country? compared with last few years, the news that we read were basically about gangterism, truancy or maybe some major accidents.

 

i really didn't how to end this post, most of the time i didn't know how to end one, i'll just leave it hangin in the middle hehe.. arhh.. watever la..

 

 

i leeeet yooou goo.... i leeet you fflyyy...

had been listening to "Broken Vow" the whole day and really like the song lot..

just send in the my fyp proposal to my lecturer, praying hard that he'll accept our's proposal and be our supervisor..



these few days had been very very busy with the fyp proposal... really hope that it'll be accepted. pray for me ya.. :D thanks..



Broken Vow , Josh Grobon

Tell me his name

I want to know

The way he looks

And where you go

I need to see his face

I need to understand

Why you and I came to an end



Tell me again

I want to hear

Who broke my faith in all these years

Who lays with you at night

When I'm here all alone

Remembering when I was your own



I let you go

I let you fly

Why do I keep on asking why

I let you go

Now that I found

A way to keep somehow

More than a broken vow



Tell me the words I never said

Show me the tears you never shed

Give me the touch

That one you promised to be mine

Or has it vanished for all time



[Chorus]



I close my eyes

And dream of you and I

And then I realize

There's more to love than only bitterness and lies

I close my eyes



I'd give away my soul

To hold you once again

And never let this promise end

great weekend with air asia

i had a great weekend. i flew back to jb with my bro on friday evening, and we reached jb after 45 mins from klia. man.. it's soo FAST, it takes 5 hours to reach jb from kl if i were to take bus, well, thanks to Air Asia, now everyone can fly. heheh..



we reached jb at nite, the next morning i went to renew my passport coz my aunt has

a house warming party, it can be called as family reunion dinner cos most of my relatives were present. Another reason for the party was for my cousin, as he will be leaving for china (he has been working in china for 2 years) and had planned a expediture to cycle back from china for 3 months with his fren. yes, cycling from china to singapore. and the reason for this event is to raise fund for one children home in china and singapore. power rite?

btw, u can check out http://www.spokesandsprouts.org




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didn't know my cousin is so power one. he's quite athletic one. he joined the national service for err..i dunno how long, but i think it's one year. and he cycles in singapore as well.it's indeed very challenging to cycle from china to singapore, but it's dangerous as well.i could only pray that he can reach home safely.



in the party, my mom had met a few of her long lost frens, which are my aunt's relative. ermm.. mean it would be my long long distance relative. one of them is her best fren. but they had not meet up in years.



Her name is Cat, she invited us to her house the next day. she stays in a 3-storey Bungalow in East Coast Point. her house is consider very big, for a singaporean. what happened was, before this she has a 2 and a half storey semi-D, which she bought for 500K many years back. but she managed to sell it for 3 MILLIONS!!!! and she bought that 3-storey bungalow. keng rite..

a busy day for me

busy busy busy



work

fyp

cg

cf

cc

part time

finally, i'm updating my blog now.. :)

never tot of updating my blog anymore until gimhan asked me to do so :">. never really tot, they were ppl that will really read my blog everyday.. hahha.. such a lousy blog mar..



anyway, just some update, i had finally get to drive on the puchong highway two weeks ago.. yay!! i was driving weeliem car.. well.. it was because he was very sleepy and could not drive anymore. he felt a sleep a few time while driving me and rebecca back from starlight cinema. kekekek

my maiden trip to cheras pasar malam

for the first time of 2 years staying in cyberjaya, finally, i've stepped my feet into a pasar malam!:) it was indeed a very exciting trip, i went to cheras pasar malam yesterday with my lovely roomates (haha) and some friends. started our journey at 7+ and came back at 12am!!muahaha



okie, let's see, i bought a pair of slipper (rm4.50),

a skirt (rm25), a pair of sock (rm8), and the best thing is my SNOOPY pyjamas (rm10). *muahahaha*. plus the food that i've bought,my total spending expenditure for yesterday was more than rm60. :D



i think this pasar malam is one of the biggest in malaysia. it has so many stalls, and i didn't even finish walking yesterday even after spending about four hours there. they sells so many pretty and cheap skirt there, however, there's no fitting room there to try the skirt. :(



overall, i enjoyed all the food there, except for one stall which i have to wait for more than 30mins to get a seat at that stall, to find out that the laksa is not delicious. ishh...



besides, i've met my exschoolmate, liyien there too. :D yay!!

thank you Lord for pasar malam :)

dad called me today.

just as i was starting to concentrate on my work. my dad called. i smsed him on

Father's Day, and i guess that's the reason he called. i haven't been keeping in

touch with him for years. the last time i met him was when i went back to taiping for

vacation. the sorta meeting ended in less than 30mins. well, i went to his house,

and said "Hello, dad. How are you?" He asked me a few questions about my life and

my brothers. That's it. Then i left. Didn't even stay for lunch or dinner. I always wonder

if i still haven't forgiven him for what had happened? But it doesn't matter anymore,

the past doesn't matter to me anymore. it's time to let it go.



what matters now is "the reconcilation". i always tot that i'm tough and macho, i can

live without my dad. well, i did. i had lived without him for 8 years or more. i thought

he doesn't matter to my life anymore. But i guess i was wrong until today, when he

actually called me to thank me for the sms, i was choked with tears. haha..



he said asked me how's my life, how's my brothers, and said probably we should keep

in touch and stuff like that.



why did i call him? i was supposed to call him long ago, even on the first MOB camp,

second MOB camp and also IF camp. the speaker sorta said something regarding dad

and unforgiveness, and i felt it the moment i heard it. though sometimes, i still struggle,

thinking if the message is really for me, cos for me, i had already forgiven him, the

only diffence in i didn't keep in touch with him. Until last sunday in church, when vinod

was praying for the dad's in our church, i decided to call him or sms him.



Thank You God, for this oppurtunity of reconcilation with my dad. Thank You God for

refreshing my heart. :)

i couldn't concerntrate on my work.. :(

ok, i guess i should maybe just divert my attention to something else. ermm... like writing on my blog..



i just got a reply from my old fren through friendster. i'm so happy as i still get to

keep in touch with her. Friendster has works wonders for me. it managed to "connect" me with my

old frens, yeps, my exschoolmates from srk convent klian pauh or sm convent (;p). some who are really really old frens, some that i

had lost in touch with for like 5 years... yeps. thank you friendster :)

late for work

aarrghhh.. late for work today. :(

and someone turned down my offer when i offered him bread :((

don't feel nice at all.

gotta start working now...

goodnite (:|

it's 0111 now, and i'm feeling very sleepy and tired..

so i'm goin to bed now.. goodnite..



song of the day : Make It Happen n Love Takes Time



chorus:

If you believe in yourself enough

And know what you want

You're gonna make it happen

(Make it happen)

And if you get down on your

knees at night

And pray to the Lord

He's gonna make it happen

(Make it happen) :: make it happen, by mariah carey ::

gimhan never fails to make me feel like i'm a lil' girl..

i was awaken by the sound of my roomates chit-chating at 730 in the morning. they were preparing themselves for work. they usually leave at 745am, but today they were late.



so, there was i, awake and had nothing to do. normally i woke up at 8am. reaching my mouse, i started to clicked at the browser and ended up at gimhan's blog. Reading his posts really makes me feel like i'm a lil' kid, i for one, feel that his writing is very well-thought and excellent. ;p gim always said that i'm just like a lil' girl, and now, even his blog makes me feel like i am one. *sigh*



today, i went lunch for more than 2 hours :">, well, ps Sandra came to visit us today, so we had lunch in fcm cafe. the meeting was supposedly to be at 1230, but due to unforseen circumstances, we met ps sandra and shirley at 130pm, anyway, we had a great time of fellowship, and got to know more about christianity(ehm.. cos had not been reading the bible very frequent)



as for work, i guess we had see the light and now are moving on to another phase of the project. i'm given the task of creating an user interface for our program.. it's gonna be tough... but it would be a good experience :)



song of the day : Love takes time, by Mariah Carey

cool poll on ym ;)

okie.. it started when i sent TWO emails to my cg, shio's yahoogroup mail.chern liang, said i flood his mailbox (cos he's my cg member. thus, to prove him wrong, i decided to have a poll! it's now 2243, the pollwill end at 0000 :



POLL: is sending 2 emails a day, called FLOODING? [YES:5] [NO:10]



i think it's quite cool la.. to conduct polls thru yahoo messenger :D. i lurrrvee the lastest yahoo messenger..

i went to visit a baby boy.. named Max :)

yesterday the most significant things that i did was to visit my collegue, Hui Na which just gave birth to a baby boy *soo cute la him*. we left the office at 4+pm and reached Taman Desa Hospital at 5, visited her and the baby, then left, and reached the office at 630pm.

Hui Na suffered for 30mins of pain during the labour time. she said the pain was too unbearable that she had forgotten how painful it was. *scary la*

my god sis sufferred the labour pain for more than 24hours when she had her first baby and 20 hours for the second one.

i remembered watching Human Developement video about birthgiving back in alpha.. eeee.. so gelifying. but after seeing the baby, i guess all those pain is worthy. =)



by that time i reached the office, mr ong boon keat (i'm supposed to follow his car back) had leave the office :((



anyway, i had shio cg yesterday! we had had a GREAT time..! tho at first it was a bit kelam-kabut, but somehow things managed to fall into places.



all in all, thank God for a good day.

i need to be more active...

i need to be more active here! i wan my Gmail!!!!! Gmail.. here i come!!! yeaa..

hehehe... just got to know from boss that we could we invited by blogger to register for Gmail, but i didn't get the invitation, well, i guess it's because i had not been very active here..

but it's okie.. now.. I'M BACK!!! muahahahah



i saw a squirrel TODAY!! yay!! just in front of my office.. soo cute laa.. then jason told that he had a squirrel as a pet, but it ran away at the end. hahah.. good squirrel, bad jason.. ;p



ohh..i just downloaded e-mule last friday, it's soo COOL.. cos i get to dl mariah carey's video.. thru emule.. muahahahhaahah... well, let me see, currently i have (besides the 6G of her stuff i have in my pc)



-"shining through the rain" - they interviewed mariah after she released the "Charmbracelet" album. they also asked her abt her breakdown a year ago.. it's sooo soo soo cool!!! i get to see the interview as well as part of her concert. she said what the tabloid reported are mostly false. i got to know soo much more abt mariah.



- "rainbow world tour" - this is also super cool, it's like a collection of her rainbow tour, which lasted for more than an hour. muahahah



-"a compilation of Paris Charmbracelet concert" - cool stuff too, tho the quality is abit blur.. cos this guy curi-curi shoot during her concert. muahahah..



-"mariah @ Star Academy" - very cool oso- muahahhahah



thanks to www.bestofmariahcarey.com

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FYP dilemma... *clueless*

mm... i've just got back from CGL trainning.. spent like the whole day in the trainning..

dunno why just have the feeling of heaviness in me.. ahh.. feel kinda down now..

maybe because i saw my roomate discussing abt her FYP now with her groupmates...

but for me.. i don't have a slightest idea on what to do for my FYP.. gosh! i haven't even settle the issue of fyp members yet, what's more abt the ideas.. *sigh*

talking abt ideas for FYP, i seriously dunno what to do, or how could i implement what i've learnt for 3 years from MMU..

ahh... feeling so helpless now.. God, please show me the way.. bend me if You need,Lord..

i hope that i could really LEARN smth thru this industrial trainning... please gimme a learning heart, Lord.. Amen

.......

sigh... today got nth much to do in the office oso..

i tried to upload my pictures to tis blog, but it isn't working.. sighh

mmm........

....

...

.

yet another unproductive day in the office

yay! another fruitless day in the office..

sighh.. it is the 7th day since i've started my trainning in BTexact..

God must had heard my prayers, by granting me a place in BTexact.. Thank You , Lord. :)

i was really excited when i knew that i was confirmed a place in BTexact for my trainning..

i like the environment here.. and the people here are very nice oso..

the best part was, each of us were given a workstation, haha with personal pc..



mm.. lately i've been listening to guy sebastian's Angel Brought Me Here



Its been a long and winding journey, but I\'m finally here tonight, picking up the pieces and walking back in to the light, into the sunset of the glory, where my heart and future lie, there\'s nothing like that feeling when I look into your eyes.



My dreams came true, when I found you, I found you, my miracle.



If you, could see, my angel, sure the answer to my prayer, and if you could feel, the tenderness I feel, you would know, it would be clear, that angels brought me here.



Standing here before you feels like I\'ve been born again, every breath is your love, every heartbeat speaks your name.



My dreams came true, right here in front of you, I found you, my miracle.



If you, could see, what I see, sure the answer to my prayer, and if you could feel the tenderness I feel,you would know it would be clear that angels brought me here.

happy BIRTHDAaaaaaaaY to MEEEEEEE!!!!

today is my birthday!! yeaaa!!!! MY DAY!!!!muahahhah

21 years old ade!!!! heheheh.... i couldn't believe that i'm actually 21 now..

when i was smaller, i always wish that i could grow up faster but nowww.. i dun wan to grow old so fast..

it's scary how time flies! it still couldn't register in my mind that i'm 21 now..

i feel like i'm 18.. muahahahhaah.. itu cheong gim han said i look like 15... cis cis cis..

mmmm.. birthday? celebration? does birthday always go with celebration..?

when i was younger, i was very excited abt my birthday, i am still now.. i'll always make sure that there'll be a cake on my birthday.. hahaha.. but now,not anymore.. i think..

i feel that, i should be celebrating for my mum instead.. cos she had to go thru all the labour pain and agony for me.. *sniff**sniff*

yet another day, but with sign and wonders .......

arrghh..i find it soo hard to concerntrate on my PLC notes.. my mind keep wander away no matter how hard i tried to concerntrate. *sigh*

i have a paper tmrw.. at 2.30.. i hope that i could finish all the sylybus by tonite!!!!



anyway, i went to hospital to visit my close fren today, she was getting better now..! so much BETTA!! she could eat, walk and talk like her normal self again! *Praise God* *clap clap clap* ;) i feel soooooooo HAPPY for her. doctor said she may even discharge by tmrw. :)



mm.. guess that's all for now..

gotta start revising sooooooon.....

first day of april

today is the first day of april.. and it has been long since i last blogged, i always tried to find time to blog.. but...

this week is my Final examination week. had 2 papers ade.

for the past weeks, i had learn to depend more on God, as i know i couldn't do it by myself. which is good, desperation makes you clling more to God, and surrender everything to Him. :)



one of my closest fren has been admitted to hospital for appendicitis on monday. she's still in hospital now, cos of some problem.. whenever i visit her, i feel helpless cos i couldn't do much to help her to ease her pain. i'll just pray for her recovery as soon as possible..



all-time favorite qoute : "Trust in the Lord with all your heart,

Lean not on your own understanding ;

in all that your ways acknowlege Him,

and He shall direct your paths" :: Proverb 3:5-6 ::



video : "heartbreaker , love hangover MIX " - Mariah Carey in Divas 2000

first day of APRIL

today is the first day of april.. and it has been long since i last blogged, i always tried to find time to blog.. but...

this week is my Final examination week. had 2 papers ade.

for the past weeks, i had learn to depend more on God, as i know i couldn't do it by myself. which is good, desperation makes you clling more to God, and surrender everything to Him. :)



one of my closest fren has been admitted to hospital for appendicitis on monday. she's still in hospital now, cos of some problem.. whenever i visit her, i feel helpless cos i couldn't do much to help her to ease her pain. i'll just pray for her recovery as soon as possible..



all-time favorite qoute : "Trust in the Lord with all your heart,

Lean not on your own understanding ;

in all that your ways acknowlege Him,

and He shall direct your paths" :: Proverb 3:5-6 ::



video : "heartbreaker , love hangover MIX " - Mariah Carey in Divas 2000

three weeks.

yea!i'm back, finally.. :) the past few weeks had been quite hectic for me.

last blogged date: 22 feb

today : 12 feb

okie, it's exactly 22 days since Mariah Carey's concert in Malaysia.. but it seems so long ade..



for the first week after her concert:

my agenda was to install FREEBSD, my computer network project. i actually installed it more than 10 times for 3 days. i had sleepless night figuring how to install it with my groupmate. it was torturing. we actually slept for only a few hours that week. i remembered once, my groupmate, katak felt like eating porrigde at 5am in the morning, so cooked porrigde for us, and there's when i discover *smth*- betta left unsaid. anyway, we finally found some guys to help us with the installation, hehe. that week itself i have 2 projects datelines, both on friday. i oso had my first prom, A-nite in the palace of the golden horses on thursday...



the following week:

3 presentations, actually it's 1 presentation and 2 demo. everything went fine. *praise God* i got 10/10 for my freeBSD demo. hehe.. if i'm not wrong i think i had a test on that week too. (too many tests ade, can't really remember the date) the paper was BAD.



the following week:

which is this week, i had one test, (AGAIN) on thursday, i think i didn't do very well too. i think i'm kind of getting off track, like i do not know how to study. i think i've lost the way to smart study. i need to learn the methods, i need to SCORE.



today::

today, i had 6 hours class. everything went perfectly fine, until my LAB TEST! it was horrible.. horrible... :( i wonder how many marks will i get out of 10. i had the tot of extending my studies to one more semester, this sem seems to be so tuff.. 7 subjects, not sure how am i goin to handle it. cos i'm still blur in some of the subjs. and FINALS is just around the corner.



i gotta get some sleep now. goodniteeess....

an astounding night to remember .: an intimate evening with Mariah Carey, Charmbracelat world tour, 2004 :.

i really enjoyed myself thruout the whole concert, eventhough i had to wait for almost one and a half hour for the concert start (why? cos we have to wait for our V VIP, Agong) the concert was amazing, her voice was as melodious as before.. throughout the whole concert, she wore only one outfit, she said "i have to play by the rule, sorry if i'm being boring" It's very kind of her to respect our government, however, i would prefer her to change to a least a few costumes. I sat at VIP block 2 row N #1, with my fren, joanne, and another 2 sisterswho had won the "Mariah Carey SMS contest", Hui Lin and Hui Ming. it was an instant bonding, cos four of us are HUGE fans of Mariah. It seemed that not many people who are seated at the VIP seats know her songs, mm.. maybe like 30% of them know her songs really well, so, when four of us sang along wif her, those ppl around was like.. ~wow, these girls really know her songs well~ kekekek.. it's really like a dream come true to see her perfome , especially here, in Malaysia. i really like all the songs that she sung tat nite.. however, tat's this one song that really really inspire me... and gives me a betta picture of her, is "Saving My Grace". She said tis songs means a lot to her, and she wrote it. As she sing tis song, the big screen shows some of her clips, like the time when she broke down, and how finally how she pull through . the song made my heart ache. i think the song is a thanksgiving song.It shows of how the Lord had delivered her from dilemma, how God has strengthen her throughout her journey of life...



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my saving grace

I've still got a lot to learn

But, at least I know where I can turn

When I'm in my times of need

Just as long

(As I know all things are possible)

Just as long as I believe



I've loved a lot, hurt a lot

Been burned a lot in my life and times

Spent precious years wrapped up in fear

With no end in sight

Until my saving grace shined on me

Until my saving grace set me free



Giving me peace

Giving me strength when I'd

Almost lost it all

Catching my every fall

I still exist because you keep me safe

I found my saving grace within you



Yes, I've been bruised

Grew up confused

Been destitute

I've seen life from many sides

Been stigmatized

Been black and white

Felt inferior inside

Until my saving grace shined on me

Until my saving grace set me free



Giving me peace

Giving me strength when I'd

Almost lost it all

Catching my every fall

I still exist because you keep me safe

I found my saving grace within you



And the bountiful things that you do

Lord thank you

For delivering me



And giving me peace

Giving me strength

Giving me hope when I'd

Almost lost it all

Catching my every fall

I still exist because you keep me safe

Always my saving grace

Pulls me through

I found my saving grace within you



(Yes you are - you're my every, everything)

Within you...

(Only, only you)

Yes lord

(Only you)

My saving grace lord is

You



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she actually ended the concert with the song "butterfly", but she didn't even perform the song "hero". When she walked into backstage as the light turned off, almost every audience, stood up and shouted "we want more". i think after few minutes, she walked out wif the songs "vision of love" and "hero". everyone was overjoyed and sang along with her. They ran to the front to get a closer view of her. we didn't do tat, cos we'll be meeting her backstage anyway. kkekekeke..



after the concert ended, we went to the Mandarin Oriented Hotel to meet her, cos the stadium was too hot for her. i guess she went back to shower. the Tm-net representative, was very kind to bring us to the hotel. finally we reached the hotel, we can only see her for 5 mins, go in in a batch of 10persons, ithink around 20 persons got the chance to see her. But when we see her, we are not allowed to hug her, to take photos wif her nor to take her autograph.



as we were waiting outside the room, she came down from the escalator with her bodyguard cum manager (i dunno his name, but he has got HUGE biceps), i was waving at her, and we shouted her name as she walked into the room. she was wearling a long black dress.



when it was my time to see her, i wen straight to shake her hands and asking for a hug. hehe. but the bodyguard said "No, no, NO HUGS", then i passed her the gifts i've made for her, and kept talking to her, and the bodyguard said "photo first, then only gifts, understand" he even asked me to look at him and listen to him. *bweks* I stood just right beside her when we were taking photograph, then i whispered to her, "can i have your autograph", joanne did the same thing, cos i wen in with her. but the bodyguard heard it, again he said, "No no, no autograph". Mariah Carey, gave us the helpless look, showing that she was sorry. But i just, i think i whine at her saying "pleeeeaseeeee". She was soo kind and sweet, she said "alrite, quickly, where's the pen" then she signed for us. soo sweeeeeeeeet riteee :) i think only joanne and i got her signature, i'm not sure about other fans though, but my frens, hui lin and hui ming went in after us, didn't get to shake her hands. I was wondering, if it is caused by our disobidient. It was a really sweet nite..






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thank you GOD for answering my prayers *AMEN*

God has been so good to me, granting all my prayers. :) I had won 2 VIP seats and backstage passes to Mariah Carey concert in Stadium Merdeka yesterday. The concert was GREAT, really, she really got a beautiful voice. hehe... anyway, one week before the concert, i tried to enter the mix fm "Mariah Mania" contest, to win VIP seats, as well as backstage passes, plus A TRIP TO DUBAI to catch her concert on 26 feb, including RM1000 spending money. I had to wait for the "cue to call" everyday for last week, the feeling was indescribleable, it was a mixture of, excitement, happy, sad and dissapointment. Happy was because, it's time for the cue to call, and i have the chance to be the grand prize winner for MIX fim, that's if i get thru the line which is so damn hard to get thru. At the same week, i had FOUR tests and ONE presentation, i seriously dunno how i survived through that, but i guess God had been gracious enough to survived me through it. I had no worries at all, i was at peace most of the time, doing what i can do today and not worrying about what will happen tomorrow. Anyway as the date of concert gets nearer, and i still haven't get my ticket, my god-sis has decided to give a treat to her concert, knowing tat i couldn't affort it. *so sweet, rite* So, i bought the ticket, which costed RM268. ACTually, i tot of upgrading the ticket to 388, cos my fren will be goin for the 388 one, but before i did tat, i got a call from bluehyppo, saying tat i've WON the GRAND PRIZE!!*praise GOD* it's truly amazing, cos when i asked them, the senior editor from bluehyppo who called me,Marina, for the second highest point for the contest, cos i tot i've got the highest point. Marina said another guy got higher points than me,but the thing is , he has got only one streamyx account, so, they disqualified him, i've got 7, and they chose me to be the winner!! *Praise God* . The girls who are incharge of the contest are Marina and Sheena, they had been a blessing to me. On thursday, Marina asked me if i would like to see MARIAH from Klia , i said yes, and they fetched me to klia wif another fren of mine. After the concert, we were supposed to meet Mariah backstage, but it was too hot for her, so she went back to the hotel first, and we are to meet her from the hotel. Marina and Sheena went to the hotel wif me. When we reached there, other winners who got backstage passes from Metrojaya and 98.8 fm , asked us how we get there, cos they have to go there all by themselves. they were so envious of us, cos we were so well-treated by the tm-net staff. *GOD is good rite*.. and finally.. i met ms Mariah Carey..... :)

friends forever...

i had a gathering wif my exschoolmates yesterday in midvalley. 6 of us.. it's so nice to meet the rest.. we went to nando's for lunch, then shop, took pictures, and went to kim gary for dinner. some of us had not been meeting since last year. one of my fren was back from australia, and she together with another fren came down from taiping for this gathering.. *how sweet*. as time goes by, it's ade the third year since we left school, and most of us have grown more matured. we become more tolerate to one another as we only meet once a year. :)

i wan to go to mariah carey's concert!!

tried to enter the contest in mix fm that gave away free tickets to mariah carey's contest. borrowed my fren's phone to listen to the radio when i was in the class. then i heard MC's song, and tot that the contest is starting.. so i called up mix fm, and left the class.. manatau.. they were just playing her song, it's not the contest :(. after that i dare not to go in to the class

hehe

today : Sunday, fourth day of CNY

Venue: Cybercafe

time : 7.29pm



i just came back from Kluang, my mum's hometown. went there for four days.. it was an eventful trips. stayed in my small aunt's place. met up wif my cousins and relatives.. those that i only meet once a year, which is during CNY.. or maybe twice,that's if someone is getting marry.



thursday :: first day of CNY

-went to Kluang, and played mah jong the whole day wif my cousins and brother. my mom went back to jb at evening for some function. my brother and i went out wif my cousin's frens. we went to halo cafe, it's new there, just opened for 6 months . later they decided to go to "jurassic pub" which is suppose to be a pub. ok, so we went there, cos we follow her(my cousin)fren's car mar................



*to be continued.. got to go back.. byeeeeeee ;)

wat lies within us...

" What lies Behind us,

and what lies Before us,

are tiny matters ...

compared to what lies Within us. "

- Ralph Waldo Emerson

a time of bonding...~ turning point of lifee.... ~ my LIFE!

i'm in cybercafe now, accompanied by my brothers who are playing RO. had a wonderful day today wif my family :) went to a new jusco in permas jaya. then later at nite, we went to "city square", that's when i bought my tops for cny.. YEA!!! and my mum bought a pair of heels.. hehe... no new shoe for me this cny. :) it doesn't really matter, cos i very yim chim in buying shoe one.. must see nice one only buy ;p.. i din really buy any cny clothes this year..just one skirt which costed rm10. heheh.. but thank GOD my mum bought be a pair of jeans.. YEA!! now i have a set of new clothes to waer on the first day of cny..

feeling really glad to be wif my family. cos we hardly spend much time together- wif me in cyberjaya and my bro in tarc. we only meet during semester breaks or cny. so must appreciate this timeeeeeeee.. :)



as i was walking here, i saw a group of teenagers, i think they are around 13-14 years old. i saw them smoking.. man.. what's wrong wif kids nowadays?? i know smoking is common, but they are still soo YOUNG, or maybe small.. sighh.. they acted as if they were adults..



well well, maybe i should just mind my own bussiness.. after all, there are so much to do, but so little time left... :( what i can do now, is just to enjoy my CNY and family bonding- haha.. feeling kinda excited now, cos gonna meet my cousins soon. i know i'm goin to have a great time wif them. :)



i had been doing a lot of thinking lately..

if not for that "meeting" my life would not be like now, i think it would be diferrent, don't even dare to think how it would be. there was a time in life where i had this "meeting" with my frens that had actually changed my life... i would say that it's a blessing, it seems to be a turning point of my life.. where it sort of changes my lifestyle gradually.. and it had definitely blessed me with a group of special frens. frens that i'm hanging out now... these group of frens, are ppl i can depend on, in time of difficulties.. and they had make life easier for me. yeps, thank God for them.. :)

if i had not gone for this meeting, then they would not come into my life..

sometimes, we may not see the value of certain things that had happenned in our life, but we'll never know, cos it be just be a turning point of our life.. ~ like mine..

happieee chinese new year...

i had an enjoyable time in church yesterday. Ps Kenneth was GREAT. serious.. the room was filled wif laughter, he's really good, i think he can be a good actor too. hehe.. so,if you wan to know more abt it, do come to ACTS church :) we welcome anyone, from all walks of life, old or young, fat or thin.. heheh, betta stop my crap now. din do much on sunday, pratically slept the whole afternoon.. hehe



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yea.. i'll be goin back to jb tonite.. YEA!!!! chinese new year is coming!!!! sooo niceee.. keke

dun think i'll be able to write much during the hols, cos i dun have connection at home.. :((

err.. i guess that's it..

i wanna go shopping~~

it's saturday and i'm at home! i wannaaaaa go shopping!!! dun wan to waste my saturday at home. everyone seems to be goin out shopping for CNY. and here am i expressing my desireee, and not doin anything abt it.. *pathetic*



well, maybe i could start my day doing my projects. afterall there are really many assignments and projects lining up to be completed. especially after chinese new year, the tots of midterm tests and projects is really freakin me out! i could ade foresee how my life would be after CNY break. *sigh* no, not good at all.



maybe i should really learn how to start doing my work and not whining here abt all the work that i have to do.. yea.. gotta be more optimistic.. yeps.. God will grant me strength to do all these.. thank you, GOD ;)

long and tiring day..

woke up at 730 in the morning yesterday, went for class, came back, take a short nap in the evening then went replacement class again at night. my life seems to be revolving around my classes..

what happenned later was, i went out celebrating my fren, serene's 21st birthday in putrajaya. *happy birthday serene!*it was fun.. i really like putrajaya's building, especially at night, it looks beautiful.. took some pictures, later went to mamak in putrajaya, we din really know the way around this town, so i called up ken to ask for directions.. *thanks ken* hehe.. ken memang famous with foods' location one..

we came back around 2+am. yeps it was a tiring day for me. nevertheless, spending time wif frens, having fun together, was really GREAT. ha, see the importance of frens in my life.. ;;)



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today is firday, and the time is 1112 am. yeps,i just came back from class AGAIN. got 8am class in the morning, woke up late, but thanks to beelie's call, else i will be still ASLEEP now. ;) so, what do i have on my list today? mmm.. class in the afternoon and evening.. hopefully afterthat i'll get to spend some relaxing time alone..........



oh ya.. silly me, regarding my phone.. i could "on" / activate the dictionary option ade. so silly it's so simple yet i didn't know how. ishh...

what's wrong wif my phooooooneeee! :((

:(( so sad, dunno what's wrong wif my phone... the dictionary option for writing sms dissapear all of the sudden. the function is not there anyone. :(( anyone got any idea why is this happenning? and how can i repair it?

suan liao.



anyway, i had a GREAT time in cg just now, we had sharing(had some personal sharing too), got to know what's happening in each other's life. and learned from one another's experiences. all in all, we realised that in everything that we do, we do not need to walk alone, for He will be there to share our burdens, to carry us ,to walk wif us.. thank God for His strength. tat everything will be fine as long He's in control. yeps, we can depend on God.



was out for discussion the whole night after cg. quite glad with the outcomes. hehe..



it's now 2.15am, tommorow is gonna be a dreadful day, 8 hours of class!!! thank God we replaced 2 hours on monday, else it would be 10 hours class. i'm sick of goin for lectures ade, had been having nite classes a few times almost everyweek. arrghhh...

2nd POST of the day

eloo, yay, class over d! did quite a lot today, went to collect photos from streetmall, we've developed over 250 photos.which cost RM120 :) arranged my photo album just now. keke, my album is almost full, left wif one page only.



mm.. still trying to figure how to utilize this bloggie. din really know how to use it leh. sigh.. and the internet connection is SLOW eventhough wif 256kbps Stremyx connection. sigh.. eh, it's not 256, it's 512 kbps!!! and we're paying rm88 every month.



went to see moi lecturer just now, asking abt the project, but he din help much, told us that, it's normal to install FreeBSD for a FEW times before getting it RIGHT. :(( say if i installed it on the wrong partition, everything in my harddisk will be lost :(( ~ no symphaty on us oso . somemore asked us to try an error

so, am thinking whether to get a new hardisk or not? *sigh*

alrite, gotta go for cg noww..

yay! my first BLOG

my first blog. had been wanting to create my own blog few months ago, but didn't manage to do so. so, here am i. i think this is pretty cool, online journal huh.



attended 6 hours of lectures today. one word :: BORED :: went swimming wif my roomies after class. though it was like less than 15 mins, but it was refreshing. why 15 mins? cos i was rushin for CF. :)

after CF, went over to moi frens' house, spent like more than an hour there, chattin' bout d most popular topic among my coursemate --> the placement of industrial training --> before, during and after.



anyway, read my lil pink book just now, had not been touching it for quite some time, and found this passage ::



"and he should find it, assurredly, I say to you, he rejoices more over that sheep than over the ninety-nine that did not go astray" - Matthew 18:13



yeps, was feeling rather faithless lately. don't think i found this phrase by accident. guess it's meant for me to read it. :)



ok, guess it's bout all... goodnitesssssssss