candle

She smiled at me, I waved back..
She visited, always …in darkness…
..in the hidden place…
I thought she would leave…
But when she does, I started to miss her..

During the day, she would hide under my smile…
Almost as though we never knew each other…

She makes me feel good sometimes..
It’s better to have her than feeling nothing at all.. void..
In the absence of joy she’s there..

I never thought I would like her..
But I think I’m starting to fall in love with her…

YTL and Mariah Carey

People like this inspire me... spiritually...

A Story to Live By : SUCCESS
A report on the life of Tan Sri Francis Yeoh

YTL 50th Anniversary Concert of Celebration
"These free concerts are a hearty thanksgiving to God for all his blessings, and a tribute to the very people who have been the life of the company for half a century and achieved its goals: You.

Come enjoy with YTL a four-day treat of sumptuous musical and theatre fare, and join us then as Russell Watson, Britain’s most celebrated Tenor, puts on a powerful show of contemporary classical music backed by the Adelaide Symphony Orchestra – all held amidst the lush, cool surroundings of the stunning Sentul Park."



Mariah Winning Speech : Best Female R&B

"..... So basically, thank you to the audience and if it wasn't right, I tried, I did the best I could. But thank you God. The only reason I am here is because of the grace of God and if you believe you will receive whatever you ask for in prayer. Thank you so much..... " - Mariah Carey -

Like it or not, her songs had inspired me... before.. and they will always do..
Her faith ... encourages me to move on.... ...with my Creator....
Her passions...energizes me....

my little brother

Happy birthday lil' brother..


May joy and peace surround you,
Contentment latch your door,
And happiness be with you now,
And bless you evermore.

:)

Winner List :D

The winners list is out!! I think I got the highest marks since my name is the first one. Muahahah..

Oh, all my friends that joined the contest won’t the 3rd prize! Each got 2 X RM240 tickets to watch SWL live in Bukit Jalil this Friday. I’ll be bringing my roommate to Taipei, since it was our deal. Whoever wins will bring the other one along. Hence, I’ll be going to watch SWL live this Friday too. Hehe..

The reason we joined this contest was just to win the 3rd prize, since all the cheap tickets were sold out, we were too poor to buy the more expensive ones. We decided to invest on the SMS contest. As we played, our appetite grew; we wanted to win the BIG prize, since we need to spend quite some time looking for answers.

Now tat I’ve won the Grand Prize, I wish I could get the first prize. The first prize winners get to sit so near to the stage and they get to meet Jacky Chueng in person~
My trip to Taipei is only 3 days (Galaxy didn’t want to extend or change the return flight for us :( ) Plus, I may not get VIP seat there.

But then, look at the bright side, I'll get to meet my aunt and my cousin(whom I've never met before all my life in Taipei) for FREE :D ~

Well, many say I should be satisfied with what I have. I do. But the greediness unsatisfactory is eating me up… Ahh.. human nature?

Anyway, I’m happy, and I’m trying to be really happy of this blessing… but I’m really thankful that I’ve .. won.. no.. WE HAVE WON!

Starry night..

..... over the Rhone



"For my part I know nothing with any certainty, but the sight of stars makes me dream..."

.Vincent Van Gogh.

issit really so hard to be contented of what we have?

saturday.

i always think that family and friends are very important. relationship with one another is very precious..

my god sis just called me out. well, god mum and another god sis came to kl. so, they wanna have a get-together this afternoon.... arrghh.. i couldn't turn 'em down...again..

there goes my working plan..

SWL Taipei, I'm coming!

Grand Prize??!? I beg your pardon; did you just say I won the GRAND PRIZE of the SWL SMS Contest by Digi? (I didn't expect to win another Grand Prize after Mariah Carey's Charmbracelate concert in Malaysia last year)

Waawwww… first thing that come to my mind was..

THANK YOU , LORD!!

Then, I doubted if I was hearing the Digi guy who called me correctly. I still couldn’t believe it. It’s too… surreal..

ME GOIN TO TAIPEI TO CATCH Snow Wolf Lake lives for 3 DAYS with all expenses paid for!!! And it's for 2!! Can you believe it?

I feel like I’m floating in the air..couldn’t really digest it… yet. :p

Even though I had been waiting for that phone call for 5 days! I still couldn’t grasp it when I was told that I am the Grand Prize winner. I was actually expecting for the First Prize. Hahaha.

Whoa.. Isn’t God amazing.. :) I still can’t believe that it’s real…

Hours of hours spent on finding the information online, feeling “kan chiong” together with my “chi-muis” (girl friends) when joining the contest, getting a new Digi number, buying Digi reload card are all paid off~

5 of us got ourselves a new Digi number just to join the contest. I managed to get answer the 50 questions correctly at my fourth attempt! I only got 45 points for my first 3 try. I guess, if I gave up and decided not to play anymore, I wouldn’t have won the contest (which I actually did, God knows why did I reload and decided to play for the last time)! I did say a little prayer before my fourth attempt though. : ) Plus, there were a little complication on my last entry, almost didn’t make it through. I was jumping with joy when I got to know that I answer all the questions correctly. And I thank God for that.

After that, I claim that I’ll be going to watch SWL. Hahaha. Everyone thinks that I’m err.. over confident :p

Benny is the one that inspire me to join the SMS contest. If he didn’t inform me, I wouldn’t have join, so, thank you Benny & Suyin :) They won the First Prize! Congrats~!

Besides that I need to thank my “chi-muis” for being so ever-supportive and so excited. All of us joined the contest together, and I actually expected every one of us to win grand prize or the first prize. Unfortunately, they are still waiting for the call.. Thank you, chailee, yenli, katak and ah mar :p

Ahh…. I feel like I’m on cloud 9 now..

I think I’ll be grinning in my sleep tonight..

Snow Wolf Lake

.SWL is a world class musical that ballets a captivating love odyssey.

eechia

friday lunch at office

It’s Friday again! How fast time files!! Time seem to be passing faster when I was at work than on holiday. Is it because I have more things to do in the office? Hrm.. Can I have the clock stop ticking for a while? I need more time~ Hours passed after another so quickly that had me grasping for more air… more space…

It’s lunch time now, and I’m having my lunch in the lab. The boss is not around. So, it’s kinda relaxing now, but I’m in the mood for work, so I will not be relaxing all the way. Having lunch in the office proves that :p This weekend will be a working one for me~ Urgh.

Yesterday’s online cg was pretty fun with lobak and ps sivin discussing (most of the time) on some interesting issues. There were like 8 of us on the yahoo messenger conference. It lasted for almost two hours!Wanna know what we discussed? Come for the next one :p hahahah

Had a walk in the rain (drizzle!) when I accompanied lobak to Mcd last night, for dinner. It’s my first time walking to McD ever since I moved here. It’s not really that far, only less than 10 mins walk :)

Oh, btw, Miss Shua had just converted to permanent position in Intel, Penang! Congrats girl~ Not forgetting, Ms Panda, my housemate oso had been converted as permanent staff in Motorola, Cyberjaya. Man.. they’re having real handsome paycheck for a fresh graduate.*envy-nya~glowing greeeeeeen* Many of our MMU graduates were hired by big giant ICT companies after the final semester or some during. Well, MMU may not be the best place to study, but it does help a bit in securing a job upon the graduation.

Hrm.. gotta get back to work liao..

Tata..

As i was preparing to post this entry, i found out from Limei's msg in my tag-board that Ping Mi (my secondary school mate) is getting married on 11th Dec 2005!!!!!!! This come as a surprise.. i didn't expect another wedding..... so soon... Hrm..well, i have not been invited yet :p hahaha.. anyways, CONGRATS, ping mi :p

JV : Pass it On

I was reminded of the song "Pass it On" in church yesterday. It brings me back to my Joyful Vanguard days back in secondary school. We sang this song and "Let it shine" for our Enrolment Day every year as we passed the candle down from one to another, representing a symbol of passing the love on and that we'll let it shine wherever we go. We sang many hymns back then. Come and think of it, those hymn has introduced me to Christ, or maybe it's my Joyful Vanguard involvements.

Pass It On

It only takes a spark to get a fire going,
And soon all those around can warm up in its glowing;
That's how it is with God's Love,
Once you've experienced it,
Your spread the love to everyone
You want to pass it on.

What a wonderous time is spring,
When all the tress are budding
The birds begin to sing, the flowers start their blooming;
That's how it is with God's love,
Once you've experienced it.
You want to sing, it's fresh like spring,
You want to pass it on.

I wish for you my friend
This happiness that I've found;
You can depend on God
It matters not where you're bound,
I'll shout it from the mountain top
I want the world to know
The Lord of love has come to me
I want to pass it on.

I'll shout it from the mountain top
I want the world to know
The Lord of love has come to me
I want to pass it on.

i miss those days~

.In Christ Alone.

In Christ Alone

In Christ alone will I glory
Though I could pride myself in battles won
For I've been blessed beyond measure
And by His strength alone I overcome
Oh I could stop and count successes
Like diamonds in my hand
But those trophies could not equal
To the grace by which I stand

Chorus:
In Christ alone I place my trust
And find my glory in the power of the cross
In every victory let it be said of me
My source of strength, my source of hope is Christ alone

In Christ alone will I glory
For only by His grace I am redeemed
And only His tender mercy
Could reach beyond my weakness to my need
Now I seek no greater honor
Than just to know Him more
And to count my gains
But losses to the glory of my Lord

Kaisim sent me link of Brian Littrell rendition of In Christ Alone.*thanks girl ;p* I stand in awe as I listened to it .The song sorta revives my spirit again. It has been my favorite. Love the tune and also the lyrics.

I realize that age is catching up with me. When I was studying 6 hours of sleep was enough to sustain me. But now, 6 hours of sleep is not enough at all. Migraine even revisited me again. :(

Yesterday I burnt myself when I tried to fried onion eggs. Kinda stupid isn’t. I hope there wont be scars.

my newly formatted PC

It’s almost 2 hours past midnight, and I’m still awake with my half closed eyes, installing some softwares into my PC. I had reformatted my computer!Yay! Both my HD (hardisks), I have reformatted it. I finally did it- my long-awaited task: to reformat my PC. I couldn’t give in anymore to my so lagging PC which almost everytime operates at 100% of the CPU Usage!.

Thanks to Jiawern, I get to transfer all my datas (10G of photos and more of other stuff) to his virgin’s 250G hardisk. *thank you thank you*. It has been a long time since I operate my CPU, yesterday I had to as I need to fix his HD into my system so that I could transfer my data. It was filled with soooo much of dust! Eee.eek.. As I was dusting it, I wonder why I even bothered to do it. After sometime, it’ll be as dusty as before.

I’ve spent 2 after-working-hours-days on this. One day to transfer my data and reformat my HDs, another day to transfer back my data and to install those needed programs.

Anyway, I’m now quite happy with my new reformatted system. It has not been lagging.. I hope it will not..

green green girls

I'm amazed at how jealous a woman can be..

..at how long she could hold her anger...
..at how she usually forgive but not forget...
..at how sensitive she could be that always lead to misunderstanding...

online CG!

Just had our first "official" online CG with Ps Sivin and David a few hours ago. It was rather impromptu as Ps Sivin invited us for a Yahoo Conference out of the blue with the message “our first online CG?” or something like that. :D

But it went on well, though we had been disconnected for a few times, and need to be re-invited again.I think Ps Sivin could relate almost “anything” (any “messy” occurrences) to Christ when he described those re-inviting session as how we often need to re-invite Christ into our life again. (I hope I didn’t misquote him :p)

We had a little ice-breaker, and talked about our life “calling” (career!) to some counseling discussion and the session was ended with prayers.

I think online CG is pretty cool~

Looking forward for more :)

Btw, anyone is welcomed to join.

colorful saturdays

Phew.. almost three weeks of holiday~ went passed just like that.. so quick..
I just got back from JB yesterday..

My Saturday for the past six weeks has been pretty colorful too, as how Yenli describe her Saturdays of her working life :p ~ colorful Saturdays

I was at different places at each Saturdays.

+ Taiping – Canmy’s party
+ Penang – Family gathering
+ KL – Back to work
+ KK – Holiday~
+ Taiping – Limei’s wedding
+ Singapore – Holiday

Now, it’s time to WORK~

Oh, I went for a horse ride yesterday~ scary

Me and Shiela.. at Danga Bay,JB.
One ride costs RM6
scary~ but nice.. :)

:)

.: reunion :.

St Louis Church, Taiping ~ the church i attended when i was in F2

Mother Mary altar :)

SM Convent, Taiping~ my school!!

things i've done in taiping :

+ catching up with old time buddies..
+ cut my hair.. for RM7 (kinda ironic, the hairdresser actually layered my hair, which is the last thing i want on my hair)
+ ate the best chicken wings at "Tai-Wo' with kaisim
+ met up with my ex-supervisor from World of Cartoons
+ met up with mr koo
+ met up with my family and had a family dinner
+ visited my physic tuition teacher mr lim, he could still recognise me :p
+ visited my god sis and family
+ met up with an aunty
+ drove around Taiping..
+ visited St Louise Church(the church next to my school :p ), to take pics!
+ go back to my old house :)

my neices :) pretty huh? :p

my nephews :p

i saw panguins today at Duta Vista :)

goin to work tmrw, then goin back to jb for the Raya Holidays.. and maybe Singapore too~
whee~~ long vacation...

limei's white wedding

the dinner was great~ but it somehow turned out to be our photo-session after the third dishes all the way til the end of the dinner. girlssss...

i was really amazed that everyone really wore white!! and we looked so nice in the photo :)

saw so many of my friends, some which i have not seen for ages. really happy catching up with them..

left : mr & mrs low and me :p
right : me and the beautiful bride

left : me and my childhood best friend, phaik yu
right : me and kaisim

left : me and sasa
right : me and arvon

the girls and the couple :p

left : me and my long lost fren, pei chin
right : me and wei leng

girls.. in white... and a guy too.. (ish :p)

the thrill of photo taking..haha~
clockwise : ar von,clare,kean aik,sasa,kaisim

Supper after the dinner :)

all in white~ angel,phing yin, me and weileng

lunch meeting wif mr koo and ex convent girls at lidoria, taiping :p

me and mr koo

More pictures on Limei's white wedding :
+ Juvian White Wedding Photos
+ Juvian and Andy white theme wedding dinner
+ Kaisim's photo collection on Juvian's wedding
+ October White Wedding