Thursday, February 10, 2005

my mummy

today is the second day of CNY. when i woke up in the morning, to my surprise, my mum and brother had left for KL :( Mum had decided to fetch my cousins back to KL today and to come back tmrw. maaainn.i was not even informed about it. and my brother, he left just like that, without saying goodbye to me..this is so sad.



Btw, i'm in Kluang now, from Kluang to KL is about 3-4 hours drive, i guess.Tiring rite?



That's why i've always admire my mum for her strength.POWER! Before this, when i was staying in Taiping, shecame back to Taiping almost twice a month, sometimes once monthly. Yeps, she drove all the way from Singapaore or Johorjust to see us for a few days and to give us our pocket money.

She carries the burden of supporting her three kids herself, singlehandedly for more than 10 years without complaining. Driving up and down from Johor to Taiping. Sometimes, she would came back just to fetch me back to Kluang during schoolholidays. This is my dearest mummy. Sacrificing for her children.

This is unconditional love.Mummy, thank you....

Saturday, February 05, 2005

a reason to be thankful

Happy Chinese New Year



i went for my CNY shopping yesterday with my frens. The trip was not futile as i had got myself a skirt, a dress and a top! :) i did learnt a lesson today. My lesson is, we should follow our heart to buy what we like, instead of what's logic.





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i'll be goin leaving for JB later at 12pm. I had wanted to go back to Taiping so badly, but i couldn't make it, due to my indecisiveness mind *roll eyes* Anyhow, i couldn't find any transport to go back too. This is the fourth years of me not spending my CNY in Taiping. Yes, i am missing Taiping..



i miss the food..

i miss Kaka kuey teow th'ng

i miss the chicken wings

i miss the char kuey teow



i miss the town

i miss walking around taiping town



i miss the greeness of lake garden,

the stillness of the water..

the sound of the children playing..



i miss the evening in taiping

i miss the night market



i miss Convent

i miss my schooling days

where the days were so innocent..



i miss the serenity of Taiping..

yet i miss the busyness of it during CNY..

and.most of all...

i miss my family and friends in taiping



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i've learnt that, everyday is a reason to be thankful..

i am thankful for the sun that shines in the morning, for the rainy days, for the blowing wind,for a good night sleep, for my family and my friends to share joys, laughters,love, and sorrow , for a place to stay ....

i'm thankful knowing the purpose of my life every morning i wake up..

i'm thankful for this life that i'm living..

i'm thankful for knowing that God is in control of tomorrow..



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