Saturday, May 22, 2004

FYP dilemma... *clueless*

mm... i've just got back from CGL trainning.. spent like the whole day in the trainning..

dunno why just have the feeling of heaviness in me.. ahh.. feel kinda down now..

maybe because i saw my roomate discussing abt her FYP now with her groupmates...

but for me.. i don't have a slightest idea on what to do for my FYP.. gosh! i haven't even settle the issue of fyp members yet, what's more abt the ideas.. *sigh*

talking abt ideas for FYP, i seriously dunno what to do, or how could i implement what i've learnt for 3 years from MMU..

ahh... feeling so helpless now.. God, please show me the way.. bend me if You need,Lord..

i hope that i could really LEARN smth thru this industrial trainning... please gimme a learning heart, Lord.. Amen



Friday, May 21, 2004

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sigh... today got nth much to do in the office oso..

i tried to upload my pictures to tis blog, but it isn't working.. sighh

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Tuesday, May 18, 2004

yet another unproductive day in the office

yay! another fruitless day in the office..

sighh.. it is the 7th day since i've started my trainning in BTexact..

God must had heard my prayers, by granting me a place in BTexact.. Thank You , Lord. :)

i was really excited when i knew that i was confirmed a place in BTexact for my trainning..

i like the environment here.. and the people here are very nice oso..

the best part was, each of us were given a workstation, haha with personal pc..



mm.. lately i've been listening to guy sebastian's Angel Brought Me Here



Its been a long and winding journey, but I\'m finally here tonight, picking up the pieces and walking back in to the light, into the sunset of the glory, where my heart and future lie, there\'s nothing like that feeling when I look into your eyes.



My dreams came true, when I found you, I found you, my miracle.



If you, could see, my angel, sure the answer to my prayer, and if you could feel, the tenderness I feel, you would know, it would be clear, that angels brought me here.



Standing here before you feels like I\'ve been born again, every breath is your love, every heartbeat speaks your name.



My dreams came true, right here in front of you, I found you, my miracle.



If you, could see, what I see, sure the answer to my prayer, and if you could feel the tenderness I feel,you would know it would be clear that angels brought me here.

Monday, May 17, 2004

happy BIRTHDAaaaaaaaY to MEEEEEEE!!!!

today is my birthday!! yeaaa!!!! MY DAY!!!!muahahhah

21 years old ade!!!! heheheh.... i couldn't believe that i'm actually 21 now..

when i was smaller, i always wish that i could grow up faster but nowww.. i dun wan to grow old so fast..

it's scary how time flies! it still couldn't register in my mind that i'm 21 now..

i feel like i'm 18.. muahahahhaah.. itu cheong gim han said i look like 15... cis cis cis..

mmmm.. birthday? celebration? does birthday always go with celebration..?

when i was younger, i was very excited abt my birthday, i am still now.. i'll always make sure that there'll be a cake on my birthday.. hahaha.. but now,not anymore.. i think..

i feel that, i should be celebrating for my mum instead.. cos she had to go thru all the labour pain and agony for me.. *sniff**sniff*