Please do not return again..

Surprised.
Surprised..
There's no cramp or any discomfort this month.

I've been preparing myself mentally and physically these few days.. for the few hours of pain i thought i might suffered. I've even prayed for lesser pain.

I was scared. So afraid of the pain, considering what i'd endured for the past few months.

Last month, i almost collapsed while i was queuing to pay for the painkiller and a bottle of mineral water. I couldn't wait anymore, I swallowed two painkillers before i even pay for it. Sensing that something is wrong, i asked my friend to Q up for me to pay for the pills as i ran to the washroom where i vomited.

Gosh, I was in agony..

Two months ago, i need to take half day off.. so that i could battle with the pain in the comfort of my bed... (most of the time i just sleep :p)

but this month.. i'm thankful for there's no pain.
I wish that these pains would just leave me alone foreeeeeeveerrrrr...