mfc.. not my cup of tea.. :(

i'm hungry and sleepy now.. but i have not finished my work.. howww??? :(( i need to get it done by today and it's ade 529 now.. am taking a break now :D . i'm just so bad in programming.. arghh... anyway, i'm dealing with MFC now.. and MFC is supposed to be easy, that's why it's not taught in uni.. we got to learn it ourselves, and i'm struggling.. *sob* *sob*



anyway, i have got a good news today. after a few days of hardworks by me and my fyp groupmates(peiling and zaaiyuen), our proposal has finally got accepted!! yay!! yep, thank God for that.. thank you.. those who had prayed for me too, namely michelle, chernliang and gimhan :D.. thank u soo much.. and... we've got Mr Ezmir as our lecturer.. yay!

deepest condolences to the victim's family..

it's 1106 am, i do not know why am i bloggin at this hour, i should be working now. :D. i woke up at 820am this morning, and the first thing i did was to check thestar online to read the updates of the Helicopter crash in Sarawak 17 days ago. yes, i was still hoping for miracle, that the other 2 will survived. Unfortunately, today, the 7 victims were confirmed dead, 6 bodies were found in the copter and one outside.. my condolences goes to the victim's family.. may all of them rest in peace..



i've come acrossed jemima's blog yesterday, and was really saddened by what she posted, am really feeling sorry for her for losing her dad. she's the daughter of dr judson tagal..



i didn't really follow the news of the crash, until two days ago, i do not know what prompted me to do so, but i went to read the news, and hoping that the 7 victims will be safe by God's grace..



But i do know that everything happened for a purpose, and God will have everything under His control, we could just uphold the families of the victims to His hand, and pray that He'll strengthen them.... amen.

i walked to century square for lunch today

for the first time, i've walked to century square for lunch from my work place, btexact at Cyberview logde. :(( Reason? because we are short of cars, and boonkeat decided that everyone SHOULD walk there, to be fair *rolling eyes*. anyway, walking there was easier than i expected, maybe because we walked in a group so, the distance didn't seem so far lor..

 

i had been reading thestar online lately, and i'm really shock with the news i read everyday. it's so sad..  there had been murder cases happening for a few days consecutively, not to mention that we'll read abt someone being murdered or killed almost every week. it's saddening.. what is happening to our country? compared with last few years, the news that we read were basically about gangterism, truancy or maybe some major accidents.

 

i really didn't how to end this post, most of the time i didn't know how to end one, i'll just leave it hangin in the middle hehe.. arhh.. watever la..

 

 

i leeeet yooou goo.... i leeet you fflyyy...

had been listening to "Broken Vow" the whole day and really like the song lot..

just send in the my fyp proposal to my lecturer, praying hard that he'll accept our's proposal and be our supervisor..



these few days had been very very busy with the fyp proposal... really hope that it'll be accepted. pray for me ya.. :D thanks..



Broken Vow , Josh Grobon

Tell me his name

I want to know

The way he looks

And where you go

I need to see his face

I need to understand

Why you and I came to an end



Tell me again

I want to hear

Who broke my faith in all these years

Who lays with you at night

When I'm here all alone

Remembering when I was your own



I let you go

I let you fly

Why do I keep on asking why

I let you go

Now that I found

A way to keep somehow

More than a broken vow



Tell me the words I never said

Show me the tears you never shed

Give me the touch

That one you promised to be mine

Or has it vanished for all time



[Chorus]



I close my eyes

And dream of you and I

And then I realize

There's more to love than only bitterness and lies

I close my eyes



I'd give away my soul

To hold you once again

And never let this promise end

great weekend with air asia

i had a great weekend. i flew back to jb with my bro on friday evening, and we reached jb after 45 mins from klia. man.. it's soo FAST, it takes 5 hours to reach jb from kl if i were to take bus, well, thanks to Air Asia, now everyone can fly. heheh..



we reached jb at nite, the next morning i went to renew my passport coz my aunt has

a house warming party, it can be called as family reunion dinner cos most of my relatives were present. Another reason for the party was for my cousin, as he will be leaving for china (he has been working in china for 2 years) and had planned a expediture to cycle back from china for 3 months with his fren. yes, cycling from china to singapore. and the reason for this event is to raise fund for one children home in china and singapore. power rite?

btw, u can check out http://www.spokesandsprouts.org




my cousin is on the left
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didn't know my cousin is so power one. he's quite athletic one. he joined the national service for err..i dunno how long, but i think it's one year. and he cycles in singapore as well.it's indeed very challenging to cycle from china to singapore, but it's dangerous as well.i could only pray that he can reach home safely.



in the party, my mom had met a few of her long lost frens, which are my aunt's relative. ermm.. mean it would be my long long distance relative. one of them is her best fren. but they had not meet up in years.



Her name is Cat, she invited us to her house the next day. she stays in a 3-storey Bungalow in East Coast Point. her house is consider very big, for a singaporean. what happened was, before this she has a 2 and a half storey semi-D, which she bought for 500K many years back. but she managed to sell it for 3 MILLIONS!!!! and she bought that 3-storey bungalow. keng rite..

a busy day for me

busy busy busy



work

fyp

cg

cf

cc

part time

finally, i'm updating my blog now.. :)

never tot of updating my blog anymore until gimhan asked me to do so :">. never really tot, they were ppl that will really read my blog everyday.. hahha.. such a lousy blog mar..



anyway, just some update, i had finally get to drive on the puchong highway two weeks ago.. yay!! i was driving weeliem car.. well.. it was because he was very sleepy and could not drive anymore. he felt a sleep a few time while driving me and rebecca back from starlight cinema. kekekek

my maiden trip to cheras pasar malam

for the first time of 2 years staying in cyberjaya, finally, i've stepped my feet into a pasar malam!:) it was indeed a very exciting trip, i went to cheras pasar malam yesterday with my lovely roomates (haha) and some friends. started our journey at 7+ and came back at 12am!!muahaha



okie, let's see, i bought a pair of slipper (rm4.50),

a skirt (rm25), a pair of sock (rm8), and the best thing is my SNOOPY pyjamas (rm10). *muahahaha*. plus the food that i've bought,my total spending expenditure for yesterday was more than rm60. :D



i think this pasar malam is one of the biggest in malaysia. it has so many stalls, and i didn't even finish walking yesterday even after spending about four hours there. they sells so many pretty and cheap skirt there, however, there's no fitting room there to try the skirt. :(



overall, i enjoyed all the food there, except for one stall which i have to wait for more than 30mins to get a seat at that stall, to find out that the laksa is not delicious. ishh...



besides, i've met my exschoolmate, liyien there too. :D yay!!

thank you Lord for pasar malam :)

dad called me today.

just as i was starting to concentrate on my work. my dad called. i smsed him on

Father's Day, and i guess that's the reason he called. i haven't been keeping in

touch with him for years. the last time i met him was when i went back to taiping for

vacation. the sorta meeting ended in less than 30mins. well, i went to his house,

and said "Hello, dad. How are you?" He asked me a few questions about my life and

my brothers. That's it. Then i left. Didn't even stay for lunch or dinner. I always wonder

if i still haven't forgiven him for what had happened? But it doesn't matter anymore,

the past doesn't matter to me anymore. it's time to let it go.



what matters now is "the reconcilation". i always tot that i'm tough and macho, i can

live without my dad. well, i did. i had lived without him for 8 years or more. i thought

he doesn't matter to my life anymore. But i guess i was wrong until today, when he

actually called me to thank me for the sms, i was choked with tears. haha..



he said asked me how's my life, how's my brothers, and said probably we should keep

in touch and stuff like that.



why did i call him? i was supposed to call him long ago, even on the first MOB camp,

second MOB camp and also IF camp. the speaker sorta said something regarding dad

and unforgiveness, and i felt it the moment i heard it. though sometimes, i still struggle,

thinking if the message is really for me, cos for me, i had already forgiven him, the

only diffence in i didn't keep in touch with him. Until last sunday in church, when vinod

was praying for the dad's in our church, i decided to call him or sms him.



Thank You God, for this oppurtunity of reconcilation with my dad. Thank You God for

refreshing my heart. :)

i couldn't concerntrate on my work.. :(

ok, i guess i should maybe just divert my attention to something else. ermm... like writing on my blog..



i just got a reply from my old fren through friendster. i'm so happy as i still get to

keep in touch with her. Friendster has works wonders for me. it managed to "connect" me with my

old frens, yeps, my exschoolmates from srk convent klian pauh or sm convent (;p). some who are really really old frens, some that i

had lost in touch with for like 5 years... yeps. thank you friendster :)

late for work

aarrghhh.. late for work today. :(

and someone turned down my offer when i offered him bread :((

don't feel nice at all.

gotta start working now...

goodnite (:|

it's 0111 now, and i'm feeling very sleepy and tired..

so i'm goin to bed now.. goodnite..



song of the day : Make It Happen n Love Takes Time



chorus:

If you believe in yourself enough

And know what you want

You're gonna make it happen

(Make it happen)

And if you get down on your

knees at night

And pray to the Lord

He's gonna make it happen

(Make it happen) :: make it happen, by mariah carey ::

gimhan never fails to make me feel like i'm a lil' girl..

i was awaken by the sound of my roomates chit-chating at 730 in the morning. they were preparing themselves for work. they usually leave at 745am, but today they were late.



so, there was i, awake and had nothing to do. normally i woke up at 8am. reaching my mouse, i started to clicked at the browser and ended up at gimhan's blog. Reading his posts really makes me feel like i'm a lil' kid, i for one, feel that his writing is very well-thought and excellent. ;p gim always said that i'm just like a lil' girl, and now, even his blog makes me feel like i am one. *sigh*



today, i went lunch for more than 2 hours :">, well, ps Sandra came to visit us today, so we had lunch in fcm cafe. the meeting was supposedly to be at 1230, but due to unforseen circumstances, we met ps sandra and shirley at 130pm, anyway, we had a great time of fellowship, and got to know more about christianity(ehm.. cos had not been reading the bible very frequent)



as for work, i guess we had see the light and now are moving on to another phase of the project. i'm given the task of creating an user interface for our program.. it's gonna be tough... but it would be a good experience :)



song of the day : Love takes time, by Mariah Carey

cool poll on ym ;)

okie.. it started when i sent TWO emails to my cg, shio's yahoogroup mail.chern liang, said i flood his mailbox (cos he's my cg member. thus, to prove him wrong, i decided to have a poll! it's now 2243, the pollwill end at 0000 :



POLL: is sending 2 emails a day, called FLOODING? [YES:5] [NO:10]



i think it's quite cool la.. to conduct polls thru yahoo messenger :D. i lurrrvee the lastest yahoo messenger..

i went to visit a baby boy.. named Max :)

yesterday the most significant things that i did was to visit my collegue, Hui Na which just gave birth to a baby boy *soo cute la him*. we left the office at 4+pm and reached Taman Desa Hospital at 5, visited her and the baby, then left, and reached the office at 630pm.

Hui Na suffered for 30mins of pain during the labour time. she said the pain was too unbearable that she had forgotten how painful it was. *scary la*

my god sis sufferred the labour pain for more than 24hours when she had her first baby and 20 hours for the second one.

i remembered watching Human Developement video about birthgiving back in alpha.. eeee.. so gelifying. but after seeing the baby, i guess all those pain is worthy. =)



by that time i reached the office, mr ong boon keat (i'm supposed to follow his car back) had leave the office :((



anyway, i had shio cg yesterday! we had had a GREAT time..! tho at first it was a bit kelam-kabut, but somehow things managed to fall into places.



all in all, thank God for a good day.

i need to be more active...

i need to be more active here! i wan my Gmail!!!!! Gmail.. here i come!!! yeaa..

hehehe... just got to know from boss that we could we invited by blogger to register for Gmail, but i didn't get the invitation, well, i guess it's because i had not been very active here..

but it's okie.. now.. I'M BACK!!! muahahahah



i saw a squirrel TODAY!! yay!! just in front of my office.. soo cute laa.. then jason told that he had a squirrel as a pet, but it ran away at the end. hahah.. good squirrel, bad jason.. ;p



ohh..i just downloaded e-mule last friday, it's soo COOL.. cos i get to dl mariah carey's video.. thru emule.. muahahahhaahah... well, let me see, currently i have (besides the 6G of her stuff i have in my pc)



-"shining through the rain" - they interviewed mariah after she released the "Charmbracelet" album. they also asked her abt her breakdown a year ago.. it's sooo soo soo cool!!! i get to see the interview as well as part of her concert. she said what the tabloid reported are mostly false. i got to know soo much more abt mariah.



- "rainbow world tour" - this is also super cool, it's like a collection of her rainbow tour, which lasted for more than an hour. muahahah



-"a compilation of Paris Charmbracelet concert" - cool stuff too, tho the quality is abit blur.. cos this guy curi-curi shoot during her concert. muahahah..



-"mariah @ Star Academy" - very cool oso- muahahhahah



thanks to www.bestofmariahcarey.com

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FYP dilemma... *clueless*

mm... i've just got back from CGL trainning.. spent like the whole day in the trainning..

dunno why just have the feeling of heaviness in me.. ahh.. feel kinda down now..

maybe because i saw my roomate discussing abt her FYP now with her groupmates...

but for me.. i don't have a slightest idea on what to do for my FYP.. gosh! i haven't even settle the issue of fyp members yet, what's more abt the ideas.. *sigh*

talking abt ideas for FYP, i seriously dunno what to do, or how could i implement what i've learnt for 3 years from MMU..

ahh... feeling so helpless now.. God, please show me the way.. bend me if You need,Lord..

i hope that i could really LEARN smth thru this industrial trainning... please gimme a learning heart, Lord.. Amen

.......

sigh... today got nth much to do in the office oso..

i tried to upload my pictures to tis blog, but it isn't working.. sighh

mmm........

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yet another unproductive day in the office

yay! another fruitless day in the office..

sighh.. it is the 7th day since i've started my trainning in BTexact..

God must had heard my prayers, by granting me a place in BTexact.. Thank You , Lord. :)

i was really excited when i knew that i was confirmed a place in BTexact for my trainning..

i like the environment here.. and the people here are very nice oso..

the best part was, each of us were given a workstation, haha with personal pc..



mm.. lately i've been listening to guy sebastian's Angel Brought Me Here



Its been a long and winding journey, but I\'m finally here tonight, picking up the pieces and walking back in to the light, into the sunset of the glory, where my heart and future lie, there\'s nothing like that feeling when I look into your eyes.



My dreams came true, when I found you, I found you, my miracle.



If you, could see, my angel, sure the answer to my prayer, and if you could feel, the tenderness I feel, you would know, it would be clear, that angels brought me here.



Standing here before you feels like I\'ve been born again, every breath is your love, every heartbeat speaks your name.



My dreams came true, right here in front of you, I found you, my miracle.



If you, could see, what I see, sure the answer to my prayer, and if you could feel the tenderness I feel,you would know it would be clear that angels brought me here.